It is easier for a Russian to become an Atheist, than for any other nationality in the world. And not only does a Russian 'become an Atheist,' but he actually BELIEVES IN Atheism, just as though he had found a new faith, not perceiving that he has pinned his faith to a negation. Such is our anguish of thirst!
I hated my face, for example, found it odious, and even suspected that there was some mean expression in it, and therefore every time I came to work I made a painful effort to carry myself as independently as possible, and to express as much nobility as possible with my face. "let it not be a beautiful face," I thought, "but, to make up for that, let it be a noble, an expressive, and, above all, an extremely intelligent one." Yet I knew, with certainty and suffering, that i would never be able to express all those perfections with the face I had. The most terrible thing was that I found it positively stupid. And I would have been quite satisfied with intelligence. Let's even say I would even have agreed to a mean expression, provided only that at the same time my face be found terribly intelligent.
إن الكذابين العريقين الذين ظلوا ظلوا طوال حياتهم يمثِّلون يبلغون أحياناً من عمق تقمصهم للدور الذي يمثلونه أنهم يرتعشون انفعالاَ ويبكون، رغم قدرتهم على أن يقولوا لأنفسهم في الوقت نفسه (أو بعد بضع دقائق): "أنت تكذب أيها الكاذب العريق! أنت تمثل حتى في هذه اللحظة، رغم غضبك "المقدس" ورغم هذه الدقيقة "المقدسة" من الغضب".